An Jing

The sound of the piano played with me for a day
The big piano I dreamt of
So peaceful and calm
I want you to know it’s all very clear
I understand, I know
You can’t let go
You said you’d also struggle, I don’t believe it
While you’re with me, I’m just a burden
I hope it’s true, I still want to love you
Only then will I leave myself behind

You want me to say it’s hard to see
I honestly don’t want to break apart
Why do you still want me to smile through the pain?
I don’t have that kind of temperament
Embrace it, you should accept it
Don’t worry too much
I’ll just keep getting by

You’re leaving so far away
I’ll also slowly walk away
Why do I even have to break apart just to get to you?
I really don’t have that kind of temperament
So peaceful, it’s not that fast
I’ll learn to let you go
Because I love you too much