Terapia

Low, I look, I think
I try to understand little by little a little more of myself
And I get scared when I'm thinking about anything
And somehow I end up thinking about you

Because without you everything gets too complicated, I usually lie
I say I'm fine when I know it's not true
The end is to forget you, I don't care about the means

Composing you is therapy for me
And I don't know, who knows, maybe
That in a couple of years we'll love each other again
And they see me delirious again

Projecting things that I don't know if they will happen
I have to stop trying to analyze
That slowly time puts everything in its place
I would give anything for you but I didn't

I said that what we had was over but you saw
That now that I'm alone I analyze everything and I don't even know
How to go back and do what I didn't do
I feel so bad and I can't find myself and I walk around

Thinking how I always want what I don't have now
And that at one point I had but didn't know
How to overcome my superchildish fear of opening my ego
I don't know what to say anymore

And don't come to me with: Come on, get over it once and for all
It's like that, I saw you, and endlessly
I thought of you every month of every fuckin' year
And now I keep thinking of you, therapy hurts me

Because without you everything gets too complicated, I usually lie
I say I'm fine when I know it's not true
The end is to forget you, I don't care about the means
Composing you is therapy for me

And I don't know, who knows, maybe
That in a couple of years we'll love each other again
And they see me delirious again
Projecting things that I don't know if they will happen

I have to stop trying to analyze
That slowly time puts everything in its place
I have to stop trying to analyze
That slowly time puts everything in its place