Quanto Conto

May the ends forgive me
The beginning distracts me
For not depending
On reason

I stack new beginnings
But grief corrodes me
Silence seeking
Solution

I try to find comfort in the greatness that is there
Recognizing my size should help

And the worlds even
Open around
But I don't know how to access
I don't know how to access

Difficult to explain
The reason for the tension
But I can't avoid it
I can't avoid it
I'll try