Odio Odiarme

I wish I could write something positive
That would make me feel a bit better about myself
I wish I wasn't my own worst enemy
Not saying the things I say, not living this punishment

I hate my arms, I hate my stomach
I hate a lot of my songs
I hate how much everything matters to me
And the wrinkles by my mouth
I hate that I'm never satisfied
I hate always wanting to be perfect
I hate hating myself, I hate hating myself

I hate seeing my reflection when I walk
I hate how this dress fits me
I hate being watched while I laugh
I hate that my body is mine

And I wrote 500 affirmations
I tried to fight my emotions
But nothing changes, everything stays the same
I think it just makes me hate myself more

I hate my arms and I hate my stomach
I hate a lot of my songs
I hate how much everything matters to me
And the wrinkles by my mouth
I hate that I'm never satisfied
I hate always wanting to be perfect
I hate hating myself, I hate hating myself

I hate my teeth and I hate my hair
I hate that everything makes me jealous
I hate thinking there's always something broken
I hate how I look in photos
I hate not being able to be calm
I hate feeling like everyone is watching me
I hate hating myself, I hate hating myself