Botox

Today I got Botox again
Tomorrow there's a new treatment
Something to never grow old
Something to stop time
And I don't know how big 26 is
There are so many things I don't understand

I don't know if it's wrong, but this doesn't feel right
I want to escape from my body
Where will I go
When I'm no longer good enough for them?
Who will I be
If I'm not the girl in the mirror?
Where will I go
When I'm no longer good enough for them?
Tell me who I'll be

Every time I look more like my mother
Every time the world cares less about me
I'm so scared of waking up one day
And suddenly not recognizing myself in photos
Being like them, with silver in my hair
And lines from laughing too much
Apparently, it's a luxury
That I can't afford

Where will I go
When I'm no longer good enough for them?
Who will I be
If I'm not the girl in the mirror?
Where will I go
When I'm no longer good enough for them?
Tell me who I'll be