Si Ya No Estas

I'm sorry for what I did to you yesterday
It's not easy to wake up if you're not here
Searching for your kiss on other lips
I dreamed I had you back again
That I can breathe, 'cause you give me
What I seek in other arms

Make love to me or make me the love of your life
Then the goodbyes will come (bro)
I'm stitching up the wounds of this burnt-out candle
When I have no fabric left from your undressed soul

Tell the gods I reject their glory
That I’ll stay where your eyelashes flutter
There's no greater fear than living without a fear
But for you, I'm a gladiator if your love is the coliseum
Oh

What flag determines the pleasures
Time kills both men and women the same
Everything has an end, but there's something that never dies
Karma recycles in the soul of who you love

Good and evil is a relative concept
And my morals are relentless when I write
In this class, my silence is a punishment
'Cause the best lines are always the ones I don’t say

I live wounded, consumed by your mouth
No more seagulls land on my rocks
There's no other crew to steer this ship
Everyone can see the puddle, but only you see the drops

I know when it rains, nostalgia is fleeting
I remember who I am when I remember who you were
My soul aches with true words
That weren't enough to keep you from leaving

I'm sorry for what I did to you yesterday
It's not easy to wake up if you're not here
Searching for your kiss on other lips
I dreamed I had you back again
That I can breathe, 'cause you give me
What I seek in other arms

I’m a phoneme, a poem on your ankles
A letter on a three-seater, a vase on the table
A ball of yarn in your hallway, a string with a ring
From the steed that goes to the castle to find his princess

I know the wise also judge the fools
I asked for forgiveness, and my apology is priceless
My heart now has the shape of a trapeze
With two parallel sides leading to the veil of silence

The end of my destiny is already unanimous
A zeppelin that I steered
An opening of an anime I didn’t watch
In every verse, I leave a pin
Even to sharpen pyramids
And in every kiss, a process to return

I’ll want to come back when a passenger
From the sailboat of affection of the child without a rattle
A bright star guiding the door you don’t open
And my goodbye reaches you late, but it burns in its 'I love you'

But the reality is different
My soul is darker than my ink
It’s left barren in the drought of my bed
I only love the hologram of your more faded flame

Paint the sky for me with your thickest moon
I’ll bring it down to put it on your table
There I’ve learned not to trust in promises
If the kisses that hurt the most are the lips you don’t kiss

I'm sorry for what I did to you yesterday
It's not easy to wake up if you're not here
Searching for your kiss on other lips
I dreamed I had you back again
That I can breathe, 'cause you give me
What I seek in other arms

I'm sorry for what I did to you yesterday
It's not easy to wake up if you're not here
Searching for your kiss on other lips
I dreamed I had you back again
That I can breathe, 'cause you give me
What I seek in other arms