El Perdedor

I messed up
I turned my back when you needed me the most
I left you in the middle of the storm

I said goodbye
Without warning you
And I forgot that you were part of my life

Lie! So many lies!

Punish me!
Forbid me to kiss you and deny me your love
And kill me with sorrow
Punish me!
Force me to accept that I won't be forgiven
I deserve your condemnation
Oh, kill me with sorrow...
Today I am the loser

I regretted it
Twenty steps away when it was too late for hugs
And I saw my pride stumble on the stairs

I went crazy
In a moment
I traded a happy ending for years of torment
I'm so sorry for my life!

Punish me!
Forbid me to kiss you and deny me your love
And kill me with sorrow
Punish me!
Force me to accept that I won't be forgiven
I deserve your condemnation
Oh, kill me with sorrow...
Today I am the loser

And if one day you find me,
Don't trust me,
Don't have pity on me,
I didn't have it for you!
Punish me.

Punish me!
And kill me with love and sorrow
Deny me your affection! That will be my punishment

Punish me!
Make me suffer like you suffered
Punish me even if it hurts me

Punish me!
Return me your contempt
The one that burns and stings!

Deny me your love and kill me
Even if you kill me with sorrow... that will be my punishment
I don't deserve your forgiveness! Today I am the loser

Punish me! Even if it hurts me!
I didn't think about your feelings that day I said goodbye