Tu olvido

I make attempts to get you out of my life,
to heal the wounds caused
by your cruel goodbye.

Each time this lie weighs heavier on me
of telling everyone
that I don't miss your warmth.

I make plans in case you ever return
if suddenly you miss me
and things aren't going well.

I don't want to live life for anyone else,
I'll wait for you for a thousand years
I'll run to wherever you are.

I live clinging to the little
that remains of your forgetfulness.
Walking in silence
I am lost
I search among the people
for your gaze and you're not there.

I live with my soul shattered
for not seeing you,
with the stupid hope
of having you,
with so much fear of knowing
that you won't come.

Each time this lie weighs heavier on me
of telling everyone
that I don't miss your warmth.

I make plans in case you ever return
if suddenly you miss me
and things aren't going well.

I don't want to live life for anyone else,
I'll wait for you for a thousand years
I'll run to wherever you are.

I live clinging to the little
that remains of your forgetfulness.
Walking in silence
I am lost
I search among the people
for your gaze and you're not there.

I live with my soul shattered
for not seeing you,
with the stupid hope
of having you,
with so much fear of knowing
that you won't come.

I forget you.