J'aimerais

I would like time to stop
So it stays with me
And doesn't leave
I would like it to make a move

To hold me in its arms
And whisper to me
That it won't happen again
But how to

Rebuild?
It's starting over
It's destroying everything
But how to

React?
If kissing him
Is even worse
I would like to cry endlessly

To drown my sorrow
And for him not to know
To tell him that I loved him
I couldn't do it but

I loved him
I would like him to know so much
That tomorrow I'll get angry

But
It's hard
It's hard

Oh I would like him to know so much
That tomorrow I'll get angry

But
It's too hard

It's obvious that I love him
At night I pray for him to come back
Too late
He doesn't answer my calls