PAURA MAI

I'm afraid that life will pass by and I won't be able to
Live as I want or as I wish
I'm afraid of feeling free, but caged
That what you lose along the way won't come back

I'm afraid that a friend one day won't answer
The same one I hugged tightly while drunk
I'm afraid of the silence in the room
Of you loving me and it's not enough, not enough

I'm afraid that my mother one day in November
Looks at me crying, but without saying anything
This life that laughs from the mountain and doesn't give a damn
About a world burning and not finding answers

I'm afraid of the reflection in a glass mirror
Because I look at myself and swear I don't see me now

I'm afraid without her
Yet you know
I'm not afraid
Never afraid
To look inside
When it's dark outside
Now everything is dark
But I'll find the colors
And if I'm afraid
I know it's normal
This life passes
But it doesn't disappear
But it doesn't disappear
But it doesn't disappear

I'm afraid of wanting a child too soon
Or that it comes when I'm old
And that I've become someone else in the meantime
Maybe that old successful singer

I'm afraid of an empty future
Of cooking for myself alone
Of the TV on at night
To not feel alone at home

Yet you know
I'm not afraid
Never afraid
To look inside
When it's dark outside
Now everything is dark
But I'll find the colors
And if I'm afraid
I know it's normal
This life passes
But it doesn't disappear

Never afraid
To look inside
When it's dark outside
Now everything is dark
But I'll find the colors
And if I'm afraid
I know it's normal
This life passes
But, friend, it doesn't disappear
This life passes
But, friend, it doesn't disappear