Bad Apple

Even as time flows by
Boredom spins round and round
Even the heart that drifts away from me
I can't see it, I don't know, right?

Without even moving from where I am
I keep being swept away through the gaps in time
I don't know about things around me
I am just me, that's all

Are you dreaming? Can't see anything?
My own words are just useless
Feeling sad only makes me tired
It's better to spend time without feeling anything

Even if I'm given confusing words
My heart is just in the sky above
If I were to move from where I am
If everything were to change, I'd turn black

Is there a future for someone like me?
Do I exist in a world like this?
Is it painful now? Is it sad now?
Not even understanding myself

Just walking is tiring
I don't even know about people
If someone like me can change
If I can change, I'll turn white

Even as time flows by
Boredom spins round and round
Even the heart that drifts away from me
I can't see it, I don't know, right?

Without even moving from where I am
I keep being swept away through the gaps in time
I don't know about things around me
I am just me, that's all

Are you dreaming? Can't see anything?
My own words are just useless
Feeling sad only makes me tired
It's better to spend time without feeling anything

Even if I'm given confusing words
My heart is just in the sky above
If I were to move from where I am
If everything were to change, I'd turn black

If I move, if I move
I'll destroy everything, I'll destroy everything
If I feel sad, if I feel sad
Will my heart turn white?

About you, about me
About everything, I still don't know
If I open my eyes to my thoughts
If I'm going to destroy everything, I'll turn black!