Bad Apple

The song 'Bad Apple' by the artist Touhou delves into themes of existential ennui and the struggle to find meaning in a seemingly indifferent world. The lyrics express a sense of being adrift in the flow of time, feeling disconnected from one's own heart and the world around. The repeated mention of not knowing or caring about what happens around the protagonist underscores a deep sense of apathy and detachment.

The chorus of the song presents a stark choice between change and stasis, symbolized by the colors black and white. The protagonist contemplates whether there is a future for someone like them in the world and whether they can find a place in it. The mention of being tired from walking or caring about others suggests a weariness with life's demands and a desire to either transform completely or not at all. The black and white imagery may represent the extremes of either completely embracing despair or seeking purity and renewal.

The song's conclusion raises the possibility of change, but it is tied to destruction. The protagonist seems to suggest that if they were to start caring or moving, they would either destroy everything or become completely consumed by sorrow, potentially leading to a transformation of their heart. The final lines challenge the listener to open their eyes and confront the choice between upheaval and remaining in the darkness, adding a layer of urgency and decision to the song's contemplative mood.