Sono Un Grande

We used to gulp down concrete before bed
And in fear of being alone
We wouldn't say a word
We’d peel back memories like candy
Like those gifts that you
Already know what's inside
But you always find a reason to be surprised again

That now hurts us
How many times have we said to start over
How many times have we cried
Out of fear of making mistakes
But what keeps our hands glued together
Is that mistakes are just bullshit
And life is ours, huh

We didn't know that
It was the last vacation in the sun
The last time we made love
When you told me everything would be alright
But what love, what good?
Let’s throw stones at all the lies
Let’s sing the forgotten songs
There’s not one in particular
As long as it takes us right back to where
We didn’t feel that emptiness inside
Because if I’m not dead yet
It must be by chance, it must be by wrong
Or maybe it’s because I’m a big deal

And I never noticed

A laugh will bury us
You make fun of me, I of you
And sorry if we didn’t survive
But it felt like love
On the horizon, it looked like land
But it was just war

We didn't know that
It was the last vacation in the sun
The last time we made love
When you told me everything would be alright
But what love, what good?
Let’s throw stones at all the lies
Let’s sing the forgotten songs
There’s not one in particular
As long as it takes us right back to where
We didn’t feel that emptiness inside
Because love isn’t possession
It’s not a prison, it’s not silence
Because if I’m not dead yet
It must be by chance, it must be by wrong
Or maybe it’s because I’m a big deal

And I never noticed.