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You made fun of my dreams, you always treated me badly
I looked at you, I saw myself, and I liked that so much
I came closer, I wanted to talk, but you wanted to fight
And I liked it so much that I didn't last even a round

And sometimes I think, when I'm alone
I miss you, I cry for you, how nice to ruin myself with you

And the day was bad (today I dreamed of you)
I don't want to remember you anymore (it's not good for me)
I would like to understand that you are very far away
And you don't care about anything that happens to me

And every time I think of you (I want to come back)
And the shine of your red eyes (I want to see)
I hate not knowing if you remember me
Or you don't care about anything that happens to me

I'm a little anxious and the day is ending
I'm looking for a little bit of your adrenaline
And in my head I find only resignations
I am paying the price for my good intentions
What was I thinking when I came here?
There has to be some good way to escape
While some things could have been improved
I'm getting bored with this lie about freedom

And sometimes I think, when I'm alone
I miss you, I cry for you, how nice to ruin myself with you
I swear, darling, it's costing me a lot
I end the days tired of missing you

And the day was bad (today I dreamed of you)
You hated the dawn (and so did I)
I would like to understand that you are very far away
And you don't care about anything that happens to me
(How nice to go bankrupt with you)

And every time I think of you (I want to come back)
And the shine of your red eyes (I want to see)
I hate not knowing if you remember me
Or you don't care about anything that happens to me

And the day was bad (today I dreamed of you)
The nights with the hurricane (today I remembered)
I would like to understand that you are very far away
And you don't care at all (how nice to ruin yourself with you) about what happens to me

And every time I think of you (I want to come back)
And the shine of your red eyes (I want to see)
I hate not knowing if you remember me
Or you don't care about anything that happens to me