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You made fun of my dreams, you always treated me badly
I looked at you, I saw myself, and I liked that so much
I approached, wanted to talk, but you wanted to fight
And I liked it so much that I didn't last a round

And sometimes I think, when I'm alone
I miss you, I cry for you, how nice it is to ruin oneself with you

If the day was bad, today I dreamed of you
I don't want to remember you anymore, it doesn't do me good
I wish I could understand that you are far away
And that you don't care about anything that happens to me

And every time I think of you, I want to come back
And I want to see the shine of your red eyes
I hate not knowing if you remember me
Or if you don't care about anything that happens to me

I'm a little anxious and the day is ending
I'm looking for a little bit of your adrenaline
And in my head I only find resignations
I'm paying the price of my good intentions
What was I thinking when I came here
There has to be some good way to escape
Although some things could have improved
I'm getting bored of this lie of freedom

And sometimes I think, when I'm alone
I miss you, I cry for you, how nice it is to ruin oneself with you
I swear, beautiful, it's costing me a lot
I end the days tired of missing you

And the day was bad, today I dreamed of you
You hated the sunrise and so did I
I wish I could understand that you are far away
And that you don't care about anything that happens to me

And every time I think of you, I want to come back
And I want to see the shine of your red eyes
I hate not knowing if you remember me
Or if you don't care about anything that happens to me

And the day was bad, today I dreamed of you
The nights with the hurricane, today I remembered
I wish I could understand that you are far away
And that you don't care about anything that happens to me

And every time I think of you, I want to come back
And I want to see the shine of your red eyes
I hate not knowing if you remember me
Or if you don't care about anything that happens to me