Charles Manson

This sounds a little weird
But to all the ones I love
I want to see them buried
Because I'm tired
Of letting them down
Neither the Sun nor your hug give me the necessary warmth
I'm stressed
Of not being able to fix it
I wish I could be like Charles Manson
Kill them with my own hands
But I love them

I have feelings
I wish I didn't have them
And the premonition
That I'm the one who should be dead

I have feelings
I wish I didn't have them
And the premonition
That I'm the one who should be dead