Ruínas

I'm hating myself for not taking care of us both
Arriving late, going to sleep without the ring
Posting photos that would compromise me later
Acting like a child

I'm hating myself for remembering my betrayals
Every time I left you, having dinner alone
I was building these ruins with my actions
Seeking what I already had

You pretended to be blind not to lose me
Crying in secret so I wouldn't notice
I was so selfish, I left so many clues
And this betrayal is costing me you
Looking at the wardrobe, half empty
I clearly realize how cold I was
Living other stories, kissing other lips
And, without realizing, I was hurting you
I'm hating myself