Zure amak badaki

What was I doing
I ask myself over and over
To myself
Today I didn't wake up early
I'm going around in circles

I'm here
I'm doing it today, I'm running away today
I've given a bunch of lies to the whole world
To myself
I'm here
Won't I ever realize?

I won't do everything that needs to be done
A single lie is enough
Who believes in leaving the hand up
Will be

I had to carry
The weight of her cross on my back
I slowly started to bend
From the habits shown
Finally I released
The tears that were inside me