Verão Cruel

(Sharky was right)

If I could see your face once more
How perfect you are I would describe it
But I can't go back in time and try to change that
So I settle for remembering that smile of yours

What I did to you, I know, hurt a lot
But let's try to make it go back to normal
Because the pain of not having you is like losing you
Day after day without rest, it really hurts

My family still asks how you are
They think we're together, I'm afraid to tell them
That I lost you because of my mistake, they'll tell me you deserved it
That's what happens when you don't treat a love that belonged to you well

Every day I think about you from the sunrise to the moonlight at dusk
After crying so much with yourself until I finally sleep
And I dream about you without stopping it makes me divide myself

When you dumped me, you said you couldn't do it anymore
At that moment I understood that there was no going back
That I made the biggest mistake I could have made
I wasn't enough, I didn't even try to be the perfect guy

You deserve a man who loves you in such a way
The way I didn't love you and I know that was my mistake
But I want you happy even if it's not by my side
Because maybe my life is unaccompanied

Do you know what I feel? It's a loneliness that doesn't heal so easily, an emptiness, a darkness
Maybe this is the cruelest summer of my entire life
Because I'm not with you, huh, it's the end of the line