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I'm still lying here in my bed adoring your photographs
Remembering you in memories of when you were mine
I was content with having you
But I don't have you
Although I do keep everything I promised

I promised you, I wouldn't forget you
That all our photos would not be deleted
And here I am, lying in my bed, falling apart
Thinking only about myself makes me feel like I forgot you

And so many nights that are empty
From the red of your lips on my skin I thought I would fill
Your love and my cowardice
And I ended up begging, who would tell me?

And I got you excited, and it wasn't what you thought
He didn't deserve the courage, much less your loyalty
On the other side of my face
And now I regret it, and I know it's not enough

A heart heals slowly, but yours doesn't feel it
For not telling the truth
I will spend tying bows to my vanity
I tried to give you love

But I ended up destroying us
Now I spend my nights looking for you
I hurt you and I swore I would never do it
I tried to give you love

But I ended up destroying us
Now I spend my nights looking for you
I hurt you and I swore I would never do it

I'm still lying here in my bed adoring your photographs
Remembering you in memories of when you were mine
I was happy to have you, but I don't have you
Although I do keep everything I promised