Brindaré

Since you left
I only write sad songs
And happiness barely exists
I don’t want you back
Nor do I expect you to understand
But you left and the door was left ajar
I’m living in a yo-yo that I can’t figure out
Whether to love you or not believe
Damn the day I learned to say last time
Damn your habit of keeping me at your feet

For those demons that won’t go away
All those desires that can’t be seen
With another drink, babe, I’ll toast
Remembering everything from yesterday

Today your scent lingers on my sheets
And all my fears are on that platform
For those mistakes I made
Now I live with this back and forth

Lost and broken from emotions
Gray in my colors
I’m not making this song for you to mention me later
I want you to have fun one out of forty
So that in time you’ll finally understand me
It’s not materialism
With jewels and clothes
Nor that egocentrism, that God that rules you
We’re not the same
We’re already different
You’re more about silver and I’m about drinking more fifths

For those demons that won’t go away
All those desires that can’t be seen
With another drink, babe, I’ll toast
Remembering everything from yesterday

Today your scent lingers on my sheets
And all my fears are on that platform
For those mistakes I made
Now I live with this back and forth

With a back and forth that doesn’t feel right
I lost in our story but so did you
Here I am still waiting for my train to come
Accepting offers, but I don’t know from whom
Because I know someone new
But I don’t dare
Why pretend more if I just feel full
I give a hundred percent
But I never hit the mark, yeah, yeah

I’ll learn to forget you
I’ll learn to forget you
With a drink, I’ll toast
I’m sure I’ll forget you