Malevaje

Say, for God's sake, that you've given me
That I've changed so much!
I don't know who I am anymore!
The strange rogue
Looks at me without understanding
Sees me losing the image
Of the tough guy that yesterday
Shone in action
They don't see that I'm in trouble
Defeated and tied up
In your heart

I saw you swaggering by, haughty
With a deep and sensual rhythm
Just seeing you made me lose
Faith, courage, the desire to show off
You haven't even left me a cigarette behind
From that past of a tough and fierce man
Now all I need to complete
Is to go to mass and kneel down to pray

Yesterday, afraid to kill
Instead of fighting
I started running
I saw myself in the shadows or dead
I thought of not seeing you and trembled
If I, who never backed down
At night, anxious
Lock myself up to cry
Lock myself up to cry
Say, for God's sake, that you've given me
That I've changed so much!
I don't know who I am anymore!