No! Mamma, no!

No, mom, no!
You can't disappoint me, mom!
I just can't do it,
I'm too fragile, mom!
No, mom, no!
I just can't do it.
I hate the hallways.
And the pale nuns, mom!
Clinics and comforts and the candid hands, mom!
No, mom, no!
I just can't do it...
It's all your fault,
For you it was all fairy tales...
Only your fault,
Your milk was sterile...
Always your fault...
If I'm not how you want me to be!!!
I'm scared you know,
Of hysterical crises, mom!
I fear the darkness and then
The icy currents, mom!
No, mom, no!
I just can't do it...
You don't remember anymore,
At night you held me close!
You don't remember anymore,
At night you woke me up...
Always your fault,
If I'm not how you want me to be!
No, mom, no!
You can't disappoint me, mom!
I tremble when you,
Can't protect me, mom!
No, mom, no!
I just can't do it...
No, mom, no!
It's only your fault
No, mom, no
It's only your fault...
No, mom, no!
It's only your fault...
No, mom, no!
It's only your fault...
No, mom, no!
It's only your fault...