Você Prometeu em Não Me Abandonar

You promised
In not abandoning me
But in the end, even his silence said goodbye to me

We used to laugh at small things
As if time wouldn't take everything away
You promised me tomorrow
While getting lost in the present moment

You used to say I was your calm
But it let me sink into my own chaos
And even so, I swore it was worth it
Because loving you seemed like the right thing to do

Your scent still lingers on my pillow
Your name still resonates in my music
But you didn't come back
And he didn't even try to come back

You promised not to abandon me
But he fell silent when I needed to hear him most
And now every silence of yours is a knife
That cuts away what's left of me without hesitation

You promised not to abandon me
But even your absence screams louder than you
And I stay here, rebuilding what's left
From the pieces you dropped without realizing it

We swore it was different
But in the end it was just another empty promise
I wanted to fight
But fighting alone becomes giving up

How many nights did I stay awake?
Waiting for a message that never came?
How many times have I dressed myself in strength?
Just so I wouldn't have to admit I was begging for you?

Do you remember me?
Or did you delete me like you're clearing your browsing history?
Because I still dream of your touch
Even knowing that he will never come again

You promised not to abandon me
But he threw my heart away as if it were disposable
And today, every verse I sing is a tear
That fell when you didn't bother to wipe it away

You promised not to abandon me
And even so
She disappeared as if I were just a phase
But I was shelter
And you treated me like a passing thing

Your eyes still live in the mirror
As if they had left invisible marks
Even my laughter has changed
After you taught me to doubt even the light

I was the shoulder, the lap, the peace
But I was never enough
You loved my silence
But he ran away from my pain

You promised me heaven
But it couldn't even withstand my storm

You promised not to abandon me
But your promise was the most beautiful lie I've ever heard
And today, my songs weep for me
Because my voice is tired of shouting to no one

You promised not to abandon me
But in the end, you taught me that
Even those who swear eternal love
It has a hidden expiration date

Today I no longer expect anyone to return
And even if he comes back
You can't find the same version of me anymore
Because I burned letters, photos, music
And I left the door locked from the inside

You left like you never wanted to stay
But I
I stayed by myself

You promised me love
But he forgot that love is also presence

You promised not to abandon me
But who promised?
I was just talking to myself now

And even if you come back
You will find only the ashes of what once burned
Because whoever swears an oath and then leaves
He no longer deserves the heart that remained

You promised
But I learned
Promises don't heal

Only we can heal ourselves
Alone
Standing
After falling victim to trusting too much