Mashup Invisível

I look in the mirror but I see nothing
Since I was little, I've always been invisible
Just a faint shadow on the road
Empty stares, insensitive silence

Screams trapped inside my chest
Silence screaming amidst fear
Broken promises, laughter in the air
They made a bet to see who would love me

I try to escape but there's no way out
Was I ever truly welcome in life?
What if I disappeared, would they even notice?
Or just another name that nobody will remember?

Nobody saw me, nobody heard me
I was just an echo that never existed
Nobody saw me, nobody felt me
I drowned in pain that no one shared
In the middle of the night I am just a sound
Lost in the wind, screaming without a tone

I learned to walk without expecting a hug
I don't even recognize my own reflection anymore
How many times have I tried to speak
But my sound drowns in the air

If love exists, it has never passed
Or maybe you saw me and just ignored me
And they taught us to always smile
But what if I just want to disappear?

Maybe one day someone will realize
Maybe one day someone will listen
That I was here, that I experienced loss
But for now, I'll continue alone
About myself, about who I am
Trying to exist in the darkness

I'm taking steps I've never taken before
I see faces I've never looked at before
And the darkness embraces me tightly
As if I wanted to hide away completely

They say the pain will pass someday
But what if this is the only way I am?
I've gotten used to being what nobody wants to see
Just a shadow trying to survive

Voices whisper within the mind
Saying that I'm just an accident
But I still breathe, I still persist
Perhaps deep down I still exist

What if I scream, will anyone hear me?
Or will it just be an echo in the midst of the struggle?
What if I fall, what if I disappear
Will they at least pretend to have felt it?

Nobody saw me, nobody heard me
I was just an echo that never existed
I drowned in pain that no one shared
In the middle of the night I am just a sound
Lost in the wind, screaming without a tone
If I fall, if I disappear
Will they at least pretend to have felt it?

It doesn't matter anymore, I don't even feel the touch anymore
Heart beating, but no longer focused
I've been through it all, I've heard it all
If I am so insignificant, why do I still delude myself?

I just wanted a reason to stay
But would anyone notice?
If someone ever remembers me
Let it be for what I left here

Nobody saw me, nobody felt me
I drowned in pain that no one shared
But if I leave, if I go away
Will anyone feel my pain?

Nobody saw me, nobody heard me
I was just an echo that never existed
A melody in a written verse
Perhaps then I will still insist
Perhaps then I still exist