Me He Perdido

I count calories, I don't think about it = it doesn't hurt
I put a bandage on and go home, so no one finds out
I've cried, I've been in the clouds for a couple of months
The voices in my head won't shut up, they destroy me
I call him again, I've relapsed, I regret it
I've already quit smoking but I smoke when I'm stressed
You are my drug and I am the addict, my problems are coming together
Constant in everything except what is worthwhile

If I talk a lot I'm annoying and if I keep quiet something happens to me
I feel bad on the street and a little worse at home
I don't even trust my shadow
I collect daggers in the back

Where will be the mirage of me that I have forgotten over time?
I miss you, you never cried
Your world was perfect
I don't smile anymore, I have no desire left
My eyes no longer have shine
I look back and it said to me
When will you come back? I've lost myself

First love leaves a mark on you, I laughed
He has left me dead in life, but I keep his knife
If I hold on to memories everything hurts a little less
The little you gave me was burned into my memory

If I do it right it was very easy and if I fail I deserve it
If I don't sing, I'm out of tune, and if I don't cry, it's because I'm annoying
I only cause disappointments no matter how hard I tried

Where will be the mirage of me that I have forgotten over time?
I miss you, you never cried
Your world was perfect
I don't smile anymore, I have no desire left
My eyes no longer have shine
I look back and it said to me
When will you come back? I've lost myself

Oh, mmh, oh

Everyone says this is a bad streak
But I've been in the same battle for too long
Maybe one day I can look at myself and feel loved

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