Perduto

I can forget you
following the route
of a mute sparrow
I can ally myself
to different people
that you don't know
I can fill myself with exhausted loves
that I didn't want
and alone at night feel myself dying
and not ask for your help

I can forget you
every day making a different cake
I can forget you
spending hours counting my fingers
I can get tired
and reach the night more dead than alive
and then in my bed mix dreams in the red of wine
Will I manage not to suffer anymore
to not talk alone anymore
Will I manage not to think of you
to not want you anymore
lost?

I can forget you
following the route
of a mute sparrow
I can ally myself
to different people
that you don't know
I can fill myself with exhausted loves
that I didn't want
and alone at night feel myself dying
and not ask for your help

Will I manage not to suffer anymore
to not talk alone anymore
Will I manage not to think of you
to not want you anymore
lost?