La Locura

Follow your shadow on my balcony
I replay your movements
Once again I tell you no
No more chances left

If it didn't happen, it just wasn't meant to be
We'll be left with the memories
If it could've been, we missed our shot
In another timeline

The madness
Of not having you messes me up
And even though I was the one who wasn't sure
I left before the arrival

Because of me, there's nothing left
It judges me
My own mind says there's no cure
For someone who feels so much and acts so little

I leave again and it all ends
Because of me, there's nothing left
If you ask for what I can't give
I let someone else take my place

My selfishness won't let me act
If I lose focus, I fail again
My heart of ice
That promises to be there and then goes back to zero

It hurts to know you were sincere
And that you wanted me to put you first
But I can't hold back anymore
The madness

Of not having you messes me up
And even though I was the one who wasn't sure
I left before the arrival
Because of me, there's nothing left

It judges me
My own mind says there's no cure
For someone who feels so much and acts so little
I leave again and it all ends

Because of me, there's nothing left
I know the problem is me
And that your leaving is a shame
I deserve what happened

I'm paying for my sins
My intuition fails me
I can't think anymore
If I lose my mind

I have no clarity
The madness
Of not having you messes me up
And even though I was the one who wasn't sure

I left before the arrival
Because of me, there's nothing left
It judges me
My own mind says there's no cure

For someone who feels so much and acts so little
I leave again and it all ends
Because of me, there's nothing left

Follow your shadow on my balcony
I replay your movements
Because of me, there's nothing left
Once again I tell you no

No more chances left
Because of me, there's nothing left
If it didn't happen, it just wasn't meant to be
We'll be left with the memories

Because of me, there's nothing left
If it could've been, we missed our shot
In another timeline
Because of me, there's nothing left

The madness