Pesimismo

I love what is far away and will never be mine
To the ungrateful woman who didn't know how to love me
The mouths already kissed make me feel disgusted
And soon I forget the dream I forgot to fulfill

Unsatisfied and sad, life disgusts me
Sometimes I feel an intimate desire to die
My youth feels unhappy and lost
And in the middle of the path, it resigns to continue

I carry a deep pessimism in my sick spirit
The bitter pessimism left by heartbreak
I distrust everything, I don't even believe in myself
And I forget my dreams to cry my pain

There's someone there who says I exaggerate my sorrow
That my effort is not as futile as I think
That their compassionate eyes with clear serenity
Investigate mine what they will never know