Aquí Estoy

Here I am like a crazy person lost in alcohol
I light a cigarette and the smoke released reminds me of you when I remember your smell
And here I am seeing your photos and moments
Those who passed between you and me on the mattress tangled the sheets

And even though I don't have you, I carry you in my thoughts
If only you knew that I'm dying for you
I lose myself in a glass remembering the pain and wounds that your goodbye left behind
I don't expect the heart how much it hurt

Now I am blessed and fly higher today
Although I miss you more than ever
I'm going in the direction of my dreams without you my love
And even though I don't have you, I will always carry you inside
Inside this heart that still beats