My World

Leaning against the wall, I spent the whole night thinking about myself
Is the path I’ve chosen really the right one? I just can’t tell anymore
But no answers come, and no matter where I go, it’s a desperate struggle
I lift my downcast gaze a little, and the morning I see is clear

To be true to who I am
What is it that I must never lose?
The answer that won’t come easily is painful and agonizing
Don’t keep dwelling on a single mistake over and over
If I keep walking, maybe I can love my world

The more I want to hold something dear, why does it slip away?
I tell myself: This is enough, but then I keep searching for more
We give names like dreams or love to things we can’t see
And feel a little proud—ah, but deep down, that’s not really it

To be true to who I am
These words lead me astray
The answer that won’t come easily is painful and agonizing
At the very least, let’s face forward and move on without hesitation
What I'm searching for is sure to be found in this world

I threw it all away because it wouldn’t get through
I thought it’d be better if everything just broke apart
But I was wrong
If I could turn even sadness into kindness
Little by little, I could come to love this world
That’s why—

To be true to who I am
I keep searching for what that means
Getting hurt, stopping in my tracks, it’s painful and agonizing
But this is my one and only life—don’t keep blaming yourself
If I keep walking, I know I can love my world

The light is waiting up ahead