Broken

Today I feel so lost
I've searched for myself so many times
And even when I look in the mirror, I can't see
What I used to be
It also left when you left
And here by my side only remains
An empty seat
With my longing to see you
Shattered my hopes

Now I'm hurt
For not protecting my heart
And leaving it with you
When I wanted to listen to reason
I was already lost
I wanted to dream and in the end
You played with me
How could you hurt someone who only loved you

I missed you so much
But even though it hurt
I escaped that hole
Oh-oh-oh
You almost killed me, but I understood
That if you can't stay, you have to move on

I have to continue the story, even if it has an end
I have to chase my dreams, even if they don't let me sleep
I have my heart wounded to the core
And it wasn't for being weak, it was for loving you honestly

I carry a broken heart, I've tried to mend it
But I cut myself with every piece I picked up
I miss kissing you so much, I know it hurts
But it will hurt me more to deceive myself

Because if loving you meant death
And not seeing you meant life
I'd choose death a thousand times over life without you
But what a damn luck

Now I'm hurt
For not protecting my heart
And leaving it with you
When I wanted to listen to reason
I was already lost
I wanted to dream and in the end
You played with me
How could you hurt someone who only loved you

I missed you so much
But even though it hurt
I escaped that hole
Oh-oh-oh
You almost killed me, but I understood
That if you can't stay, you have to move on
Searching for that place that makes you happy