870

I’ve traveled all the way to 870
And I’ve hung out late on 93
I’ve crossed the pond and I still feel you near
Maybe only death will tear us apart

When they ask me, I feel so embarrassed
A year and a half and I still can’t move on
A fragile heart that just keeps complaining
If it stops beating, maybe I can come back

I don’t know how to
Get back to who I was
I feel like I’m out of options
I don’t know how to
Get back to who I was
I’ve even wished you never existed

I want to be that girl again
Who didn’t know what she’d write about
Because nothing hurt her
Because no one ever opened a wound

I swear I imagined it would happen someday
Your voice haunts me, it punishes me
I can’t feel you anymore, just ashes

I’ve traveled all the way to 870 and crashed my car on 93

I don’t know how to
Get back to who I was
I feel like I’m out of options
I don’t know how to
Get back to who I was
I’ve even wished you never existed

I’ve traveled all the way to 870 and been reborn on 93