Complicada

I never say what I feel because I don't know how to express it
I have never read a book this long
Is that why I lack vocabulary?
Everything makes me cry, I laugh when I'm bad
I think I'm bipolar, reckless and unpunctual

And although I want to change, that is not given to me

I'm complicated, a little strange
Maybe I like drama too
I want attention, even if I say no
But I don't want anyone around me
I don't know how to dance, I talk too much
I apologize that I should not give
For that and more, don't ask me to change

I only have one friend now
And I want to be your priority, I know I sound selfish
But it's only the truth

And although I want to change, that is not given to me

I'm complicated, a little strange
Maybe I like drama too
I want attention, even if I say no
But I don't want anyone around me
I don't know how to dance, I talk too much
I apologize that I should not give
For that and more, don't ask me to change

And I'm not easy to understand
But let me tell you again

I'm complicated, a little strange
Maybe I like drama too
I want attention, even if I say no
But I don't want anyone around me
I don't know how to dance, I talk too much
I apologize that I should not give
For that and more, don't ask me to change