Carta Para Mí

I don't know where to start
It's my turn now
Facing myself
It's become a delirium
And especially at this hour

I had to face a city made of paper
Writing this, it started to rain
My bad luck
But that's life

I swear I'm trying
To be the best version of myself
Everything is falling apart
And I can't control it
I feel like glass
I break easily
In the darkness, I saw myself
And I'm not that strong
In just a second
Everything can change

Where am I going
I'll be honest with you
I don't know what the answer will be
Phrases backwards
I can't understand
I'm stuck in my head
Bordering on madness
Looking at myself in the mirror weighs on me

I have my fears
Dancing with me
Everything will be fine
I always write it to myself
And even if I don't want to
I had to face a city made of paper

Writing this, it started to rain
What bad luck for me
But that's life

I swear I'm trying
To be the best version of myself
Everything is falling apart
And I can't control it

I feel like glass
I break easily
In the darkness, I saw myself
And I'm not that strong
In just a second
Everything can change