Enchastre

Gathering air on the couch, I fell asleep
Looking for a trade with the sun, I got depressed for days
I was opening up my home to you, and I spilled bleach
I wanted to step into your space, and I cut myself on gold

I wanted to tell you about my plan
It wasn't to mess with you about the joke with the salt
It makes a lot of noise not being able to call you anymore
I thought it was a lie that you wanted to fatten me up and that I'd get eaten by a bear!?

There are so many ideas that I can't even count them
I used to take pills, now I don't waste my time
I broke open the whole pack, but I can't find you
I used to watch movies, now I tell you the story

So many twists I took to get to the center
With the money I made, I spent it on excuses
I know I didn't understand, it's not that I regret it
Breaking down now falls apart if you don't see yours

It was the lava that came in, and I didn't even notice
Gathering air with my eyes, I broke the door
Flying in the desert with another hundred and fifty
The pool is empty, and you're playing dead

Nurturing my veins so they don't get stained
From cooking the Play-Doh, we made a huge mess
If I don't miss you, I'm dizzy from all the buzz
My truth falls apart
And I'm left with the wires