Gracias

I saw what I saw today
It wasn't an illusion
It was your happiness in disguise

I saw your lips today
I’m nothing now
Your eyes so bright, how I miss you

And now you see my state
I always loved you

Time and again you weren't there
I depended on you, you let me down
You forgot me

A thousand times I forgive you, you swore me love
And everything's better but I’m not lying
Where the wounds were, scars will always remain

What happened to us?
What went wrong?
Where was I in your heart?
What happened to us?
What went wrong?
What did I do wrong that scared you away?

It means so much more to you than you admit, even more than I admit
If you ever noticed my indifference, it wasn't that, it was to protect myself

What happened to us?
What went wrong?
Where was I in your heart?
What happened to us?
What went wrong?
What did I do wrong that scared you away?

I was always faithful to you, but in the end, you betrayed me
I don’t deserve this
I’ve realized that I needed your help here
And there was never anyone there

You waited anxiously for me to crash without you
Surprise, I survived
And though I’ve rarely felt so much fear
I’ve never been this happy

What happened to us?
What went wrong?
Where was I in your heart?
What happened to us?
What went wrong?
Now I’ll show you what got ruined