Este Juego

I'm not afraid to lose
But I am afraid to die
I caress the darkness with my fingers
I'm not scared to run away
From what makes me happy
But nobody taught me this game
I’ll sleep on the street
With nothing to drink

So many times I ask
What’s gonna happen to me
When my words don’t find a safe harbor
If I’ve managed to live
On the street by the sea
There’ll be demons that punish me later
No one’s gonna save me from this
And I was born this way
I’m never gonna back down
It keeps repeating

My house aired out
So the fresh air can come in
My mind needs a break
From these thoughts
And so I can remember
The light we carry inside
It never went out
Even on the darkest days

I want to win
And forgive so I never go back
We’re slowly trying to move forward
This isn’t right
I know that, but I don’t care
I keep trying a thousand ways to sin

Those who’ve seen me grow
Without spitting on my bread
Are the ones I hope will be there when I’m old
Now it’s time to defend
What I wanted to win
Now we need to create a new album

It’s so strange to feel again
That I could burn
The scream inside me continues
I can’t silence it

We’re not short on cash
But that’s the least of it
Being at peace
Is what matters most now
To be honest
I already have what I want
But my happiness
Can’t be bought with money

And true love
Has nothing to do with company
No matter how many people you meet along the way
It’ll never be the same as family

I want to win
And forgive so I never go back
We’re slowly trying to move forward
This isn’t right
I know that, but I don’t care
I keep trying a thousand ways to sin