Devaneios (O Me Quieres, O Me Dejas)

Either you want me or you leave me
It's no longer possible to live together
To be like this with you
I prefer to forget you

That I want you, you know very well
But I can never accept
This game of whims
From your way of thinking

Tell me for real
What do you feel with me?
If I am your lover
Or just friend
I want to convince myself if it stayed, I don't even know anymore
Something good, from the love I gave you

Tell me if you lied when you hugged me
And when you gave me your body, you then deceived me
If your whims and dreams are ugly
I'm no longer interested in your daydreams

I often regret
And others I let myself go
By the vague feelings
From your way of thinking

I don't know what to do anymore
Not even my heart tells me
You don't want me or leave me
I can't be happy

I wish I knew
What's wrong with me
Because I try to forget
I can't do it all at once
I don't know if it's desire, passion or madness
Or such a great evil
That has no cure

But I assure you
That the time has come
Where you stay with me
Or else you'll leave
Your game is over, I suffocated my desires
I'm no longer interested in your daydreams