Espinas

Today I don’t want to see myself
Unarmed in front of me
I want to let go
Of the weapons I once gave myself

I tried to defend myself, but I couldn’t always be stronger
Than every voice that popped up in my mind
Saying what you liked to hear
It’s not my lucky day, sometimes I just go with the flow
It seems like everyone feels
The tragic adventure of living

I haven’t felt good in a while
I’m going back to where I didn’t want to return
I’m pulling the thorns from my skin
I haven’t been feeling well for a while
I’m going back to where I didn’t want to return
And it won’t stop raining

Sometimes my body
Asks for a break
Pulls me away from the center
Turns me off, I get lost

I laugh, for the rest
With me it’s an arrest
My heart exposed
That’s always been honest

I haven’t felt good in a while
I’m going back to where I didn’t want to return
I’m pulling the thorns from my skin
I haven’t been feeling well for a while
I’m going back to where I didn’t want to return
And it won’t stop raining