Documentales

I have less than admirable plans
Desires that exhibit desperation
I wish, I wish the door were closer
To jump, there's no other way

This bed is forever empty
Sleeping becomes difficult
This, my apathy, my house is cold
In the end, I wouldn't regret

They won't make documentaries about me
I was never that important someone
I wish, sincerely
I wish to die smiling
I wish to die smiling, I wish

I should have started years ago
I left this well for later
I wish, I wish it were in my spring
And not already in the third

Something dark lives in my body
I've tried everything, the light didn't work
I wish, I wish to leave the darkness
This plan offers me certainty

They will never make documentaries
Whether dead, alive, or during
I wish, sincerely, one to scream silently, I wish
They will never say congratulations
Congratulations, you finally made it

I wish, sincerely, I wish to die smiling
I wish to die smiling, I wish
Oh, to die, smiling, I wish