He Vuelto

I've come back to relive the old times
I've come back to leave the beds unmade
I've started to care about what the mirror says again
Everything's fine, but I miss you

I've come back to take walks downtown
I've returned to the all-out pillow fights
I've locked myself in my own universe again
Everything's fine, but I miss you

And if I've already reached the place
I dreamed of every day
Why do I feel like I'm lying to myself
When I tell myself this is life?

And if everything is just like
I remembered it would be
Why do I have to remind myself
To tell myself I'm okay?

I've become prey again
To beasts that insist on coming back
I've returned to enjoy being in my element
Everything's fine, but I miss you

And in these times when they serve me at the table
Dishes I had never tasted
And now that no one can hold me accountable
I have no love left to pay for them
And now that they serve me at the table
Dishes I had never tasted
And now that no one can hold me accountable
I have no love left to pay for them

And if this is the place
I dreamed of every day
Why do I feel like I'm lying to myself
When I tell myself this is life?

And if everything is just like
I remembered it would be
Why do I have to remind myself
To tell myself I'm okay?

I've become prey again