Senz'anima

I watched you tear me apart just to stop talking to me
Chewing on my flaws but never spitting them out
Hurt me in every way just to lift you up
You know, I don’t think it was worth it

But pain is a woman
She picks you but only until you’re no longer useful
Slowly she gets her revenge and ends where you begin

And now you’re crying in the car, soul-less
In those blue eyes of yours
They don’t even look at me

But there’s a part of you that’s inside of me
That still can’t turn off
And there’s a part of me that belongs to you
That maybe I should take back

Soul-less, soul-less
Something’s gonna break
Soul-less, you’re here soul-less
Soul-less, maybe it was all wrong

Tell me what it feels like to love out of boredom
To be alone when they leave
And you breathe nervously like a Goya painting

But I already told you: I won’t come back, ah
But you don’t even know
That I haven’t drunk since you were around
But I won’t bleed out again
But you won’t either, ah, at least you do it
At least save yourself (ah)

'Cause you know pride fucks me over and I’ll hold onto it
You don’t know I need you, I’m broken
And you don’t know that day I was ready to lose you
You know you need me

And there’s a part of you that’s inside of me
That still can’t turn off
And there’s a part of me that belongs to you
That maybe I should take back

And now that I won’t come back
You can cry or not
(But tell me that one day)
I still won’t believe you

I tore apart that hate
Ripping it right out
But maybe I can’t hold onto it anymore

Soul-less, soul-less
Something’s gonna break
Soul-less, you’re here soul-less
Soul-less, maybe it was all wrong