Senz'anima

I watched you tear me apart just to stop talking to me
Chewing on my flaws but never spitting them out
Hurt me in every way just to lift you up
You know, I don’t think it was worth it
But pain is a woman
She picks you but only until you’re no longer useful
Slowly she gets her revenge and ends where you begin
And now you’re crying in the car, soulless
In those blue eyes of yours
They don’t even look at me

But there’s a part of you that’s inside of me
That still can’t seem to turn off
And there’s a part of me that belongs to you
That maybe I should take back

Soulless, soulless
Something’s gonna break
Soulless, you’re here soulless
Soulless, maybe it was all wrong

Tell me what it feels like to love out of boredom
To be alone when they leave
And you breathe nervously like a Goya painting
But I already told you: I won’t come back, ah
But you don’t even know
That I haven’t drunk since you were around
But I won’t bleed out again
But you won’t either, ah, at least you do it
Save yourself at least (ah)
Because you know that pride fucks me over and I’ll hold onto it
You don’t know that I need you, I’m broken
And you don’t know that that day I was ready to lose you
You know you need me

And there’s a part of you that’s inside of me
That still can’t seem to turn off
And there’s a part of me that belongs to you
That maybe I should take back

And now that I won’t come back
You can cry or not
(But tell me that one day)
I still won’t believe you
I tore that hate to pieces
Ripping it apart
But maybe I can’t hold onto it anymore

Soulless, soulless
Something’s gonna break
Soulless, you’re here soulless
Soulless, maybe it was all wrong