Aunque Me Vaya Primero

I gotta decide what to do with this obsession
And I need to set my own pace
I have to learn to expect from others
What I can’t find within myself
And I’m stuck to the ground like I’ve got a magnet
And if I say I can’t, I’m being honest
I don’t want to choose between giving in and not suffering
I want to live how I want, even if I go first

You taught me so much that I learned only halfway
What I couldn’t get over was focusing
Once, twice, or a thousand times I can mess up
What I can’t do is forget

And I’m stuck to the ground like I’ve got a magnet
And if I say I can’t, I’m being honest
I don’t want to choose between giving in and not suffering
I want to live how I want, even if I go first
Even if I go first
Even if I go first

I gotta decide what to do with this obsession
And I need to set my own pace
I’m stuck to the ground like I’ve got a magnet
And if I say I can’t, I’m being honest
I don’t want to choose between giving in and not suffering
I want to live how I want, even if I go first
Even if I go first
Even if I go first