Si te vas

With a mattress on the floor
In my little place in Tetuán
Wanting to go far away
With no willpower at all
I never know what I want
Everything honestly bores me
I just know I want what you give me

And despite everything, and that I couldn't do it alone
You keep telling me that you're not leaving

But you talk to me so sweetly on days when I can't even talk to myself
The afternoons when I just want to be alone
The nights when I think I'm gonna end it all
And I've gone back to leaving the laundry undone
I've gone back to meditating and it’s not working
I've come back home blind from my own shadow
Sometimes I feel like only you speak my language

And despite everything, and that I couldn't do it alone
You keep telling me that you're not leaving
Despite everything, and that I couldn't do it alone
You keep telling me, you keep telling me
You keep telling me that you're not leaving
And despite everything
I couldn't go on alone
You keep telling me that you're not leaving, you're leaving, you're leaving
And despite everything
You could go on alone
One day I would understand
One day I would understand
One day I would understand if you leave