Cuando te conocí

When I met you
I used to pretend I was whole
That life was just a game for me
But now, to be honest, I just wanted to die
And we saw each other again
And I was just thinking about the fear of dragging you into the hole I couldn't escape from

I didn't want you to know what I think when I'm alone
I didn't want you to see me without sleep for forty hours
And you brought days into my life that weren't shit
On my wound, a band-aid and an emergency exit

When I met you
I figured one day you'd leave this place
That someone like me would never be for you
But you saw something in me that I never saw, what a surprise for me, you didn't run away
From this sinking ship
From so many shades of gray, hangovers, and sad days

And still, here you are even though you knew what I think when I'm alone
Here you are even though you saw me without sleep for forty hours
And you brought days into my life that weren't shit
On my wound, a band-aid and an emergency exit
And I still don't quite understand what you're doing here
And why you didn't just run away
If anyone else would have done it
And I still don't quite understand what you're doing here
And why you didn't just run away
If anyone else would have done it