Novembre

I stood by my choices, I believed
in the waiting, I knew
how to say no often
but with you, I couldn't.

I wore the chains, I have
the marks of pain, I know
that without wanting to, I'll remember
that punch in the gut.

In November
the city went dark in an instant
you said enough, and I stood there helpless
your ego was always stronger
than any of my beliefs.

In November
the city lights up in an instant
my body no longer craves desires
and you don't seem so strong anymore
as I thought you were a year ago
November.

I trusted the darkness, but now I’m
in full light, teetering between strangers
who fight for my desire to be reborn
In November
the city went dark in an instant
you said enough, and I stood there helpless
your ego was always stronger
than any of my beliefs.

In November
the city lights up in an instant
my body no longer craves desires
and you don't seem so strong anymore
as I thought you were a year ago
November.
And you spoke without saying anything
I tried in vain to sweeten that bitter aftertaste
of a foretold end.

November
the city went dark in an instant
you said enough, and I stood there helpless
your ego was always stronger
than any of my beliefs.

In November
the city lights up in an instant
my body no longer craves desires
and you don't seem so strong anymore
as I thought you were a year ago
November.