Desesperado

I find myself missing you, staring out the window
I find myself waiting, just in case you show up
Just in case I get a burst of faith
Or if you realize I was good for you
I find life worth living if I’m close to you
I cry for myself because I died in your skin
Desperate, almost like a wreck
Desperate, facing the wall
Desperate, feeling heavy
Desperate, wanting to come back and not come back
If I feel suffocated, it’s because I gave up on the air
All I did was love a woman
Just in case my heart attacks me later
If you want to see me, just let me know, please...