Oramai

Aside from the fact that I still care about you
I’ve got a damn pride to defend
And think about how I’d look… chasing after you
Maybe you’d think I’m giving in
But it’s true, just like it’s true that with you

By now
Memories aren’t enough and you know it
It’d be like causing more pain
To one of us two, and it’s not you

By now
The sky has torn apart above us
Gather my stars, I’ll offer them
To whoever’s taking my place

And I tear off the days of life like a calendar
Between old friends and loneliness
I’ve lost the habit of you
I swear
And I argue sometimes with nostalgia
If she wins, that’s my business
But

By now
I’ve made a pact with my thoughts
Not to love you even if you want me to
If I could pull it off, I swear
If I could pull it off, I swear
I’d do it.