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I have a knack for knowing if someone’s good or bad
But I’ve changed since you came around
Maybe it was a mistake to move in
But I was so hopeful

I’ve always struggled to tell you how I feel
And you intimidate me when I want to talk
I think maybe I ask for too much
I think maybe I’m meant for more

I didn’t think it through
I just felt it
I kissed you (and I regretted it)

So many times you called me your favorite star
But you laid dynamite under my feet
You earned my trust
And I lost better days believing that lie that you really cared

I didn’t think, eh
I dreamed, eh
You were already

You’re the place I go for therapy and I always come out worse
I don’t know what decision to make
I think about this before breakfast
I don’t want to think, or channel it
I want to free myself from this feeling

That trick is going downhill, I’m your second choice
I’ve lived a year in chaos for your attention
That’s enough, I say

I didn’t think it through
I just felt it
I kissed you (and I regretted it)

So many times you called me your favorite star
But you laid dynamite under my feet
You earned my trust
And I lost better days believing that lie that you really cared

I didn’t think, eh
I dreamed, eh
You were already him

I thought, thought, thought
You couldn’t be, I want to know, no, not seem

I thought, thought, thought
You couldn’t be, I want to know, no, not seem

I didn’t think, eh
I dreamed, eh
I woke up, eh

So many times you called me your favorite star
But you laid dynamite under my feet
You earned my trust
And I lost better days believing that lie that you really cared

I didn’t think, eh
I dreamed, eh

I didn’t think, eh, yeah
I dreamed, eh
And you were, him