Madrugada

I want to wipe my sleepy face
I don't want to meet you in the early morning
I want you to let me rest
Today I want to sedate my conscience

To not feel guilt
To not feel pride
To not feel that what I have
Is truly all yours
To not feel horror

Beyond your betrayal
Your deceit haunts me
What was tradition
Has become something strange

I want to drain every last drop
Of what stands between my skin and my skull

To strangle the soul
Until tears flow
To exorcise myself from your harm

I want to create darkness
By closing my own eyes
And avoid the shadows that form
Under my bed and take me

To not feel guilt
To not feel pride
To not feel that what I have
Is truly all yours
To not feel horror

Beyond your betrayal
Your deceit haunts me
What was tradition
Has become something strange

I want to drain every last drop
Of what stands between my skin and my skull

To strangle the soul
Until tears flow
To exorcise myself from your harm

I want to drain every last drop
Of what stands between my skin and my skull

To strangle the soul
Until tears flow
To exorcise myself from your demonic harm